my sinuses are exploding and there is no medicine strong enough to kill this pain. on the upside, I feel 1000 times better on the inside today. I finally said what needed to be said (granted, I had to do it in a facebook message since he won’t talk to me face to face) and now I feel like I can move on. while I hope that someday we will be friends again I’m not holding my breath. I’m also not holding my breath for the day he comes to pick his stuff up. I’ve tried to work around his schedule and now I’m done. he will have to work around mine. it’s about time. even though I still have no urge to go out I feel good. I’m just too tired after work right now. my schedule hasn’t fallen into a rhythm yet (it will after next week thank goodness!) and it’s getting hard on me to keep bouncing between shifts. I’m too old for rotating shifts, I need stability and Im so excited to have the night audit position so I can have the steady schedule I want.
alright, off to be somewhat productive. I have a book to read and all! night ya’ll!