friendship lost

she sat there behind her work desk, playing w/her long blonde hair and letting her mind drift. two days ago she had talked to him and two days ago she had known that she had really lost him forever.

she had always known that romantically they would never last, but his friendship had meant more to her than she ever thought it could. when he walked out of her life he had promised they would talk about it, but they never did. when she talked to him yesterday he said he would come over after he got back from vacation and help her out w/a couple of things around the house. she knew she would never get that phone call and the thought of never hearing his voice again, never having dinner w/him or watching another bad kung fu movie w/him broke her heart.  the tears wouldn’t come though. she knew they wouldn’t do any good. the only thing that made her feel better was to pray everyday that he find his happiness and was safe.

well, at least she had her health and a good job w/insurance. she looked up just in time to see her boss come in. time to quit dreaming and start living…

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what a gorgeous day it was today. unfortunately i spent most of the day trying to sleep so i could be awake at work and that didn’t work out so well for me. sigh…hopefully i can catch up on my sleep tomorrow. i’m so ready for this time of year. i want to spend my days off outside reading a book and relaxing. maybe i will even try to tan this year.

spring has always been known as a time of rebirth and new beginnings. well, i’m starting it out w/what i hope will become a new and improved me. a me who doesn’t work too much and actually has time for her friends. maybe even a me who puts in an application to volunteer at the library. i’m not sure yet, but i do know there is a lot of life i haven’t been living b/c i’ve always been too busy working and this year is the year i stop doing that and start spending more time w/my friends and family.

well, time to hit the grind at work and get something accomplished! night all!